This is a continuation from my blog in friendster about Pebbles, my beagle...turned guard dog... sadly...
Anyways, even though he's a wannabe guard dog, I could learn a lot from him...
One time, I was just hanging out with him and playing around.. and I decided to train him to sit... I lowered down his rump gently to get him to sit... I guess he was scared because he ran away from me... I tried calling him back but he wouldn't. I guess he was afraid that i'll touch his "behind" again... I decided not to... and I tried calling him over just to pet him... he wouldn't come near...
I decided to play a trick on him... I went inside the house... and just when I went in, he came near the door as if he didn't want me to leave... I ignored him for a few minutes to see if he'd really stay there... I turned around the house and went out from the back door. Then, I saw him still staying there waiting for me to get out, not realizing that I was already out... just the other way... he then saw me and came running to me...
I laugh at the thought that I am like Pebbles too... I ignore GOD when He tells me to do something or even when He wants me to spend some time with him. It's not that I wouldn't like to. It's because I'd rather do other stuff than do HIS will... later, when I feel he's gone or I don't feel His peace, I run to HIM... and the cycle goes on...
I hate this cycle so much! I've always told GOD to take me out of this cycle and I know He'll help me. The problem is just my attitude... It's all messed up
I pray I'll be a better christian for HIS glory...
